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They Made Her Laugh
                                    smiles                            frowns
                                few and far                     everywhere
                                  between                        vanishing
For                                                                                              
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Literature
Again
She falls again
Is she going to finally accept defeat?
On the ground again
Will she get up?
 
They shake their heads again
What’s she doing?
They whisper again
Why does she keep getting up?
 
She fights again
When will you break?
Bleeding again
Why does she fight?
 
She looks back at them
Eyes weary, Body torn
I’ll fight again.”
She goes back in
 
They stand, staring again
Don’t you know it’s hopeless?
Questioning again
Why not simply give up?
 
She breathes in again
“How can I stop?”
Her eye piercing them
When there’s still something to win?
 
“Why stop when you still believe?”
She laughs
Bitter laughter, with a determined Jaw
“After all, the critics haven’t found a way to take my spirit yet.”
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Literature
They Don't Deserve This
Do I deserve them anymore?
I hurt them
I hurt her...
She doesn't need that
She doesn't deserve more pain
She was finally happy
And I took that away from her
I didn't even mean to
I just wanted all of them to be happy
I just wanted to be happy...
Living two lives
Freinds and Him
My friends have loved me
And I love them
More than they will ever realize
but they hate him
I need to keep them
They keep me together
They always have
But I want to keep him too
He makes me happy
And holds me up
I just wish they knew
How much he means
And how much they mean
But I'm hurting all of them
If I keep doing this
Do I really deserve to be around any of them anymore?
What would they be if I was gone?
Peaceful?
Better off?
...Happy?
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Literature
Teddy Bear
She squishes the teddy closer
Closing her eyes
Pulling the soft fur against her
"He'll keep you safe"
She can still hear the words in her head
as she cuddles the bear
She hears the words her father said
before he drifted away
And he forgot
left her alone to realize
the only thing's shes got
Is the cuddling of a teddy bear
To make her safe again~
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Literature
Maybe I'm Supposed to Be
Am I selfish?
To want her to care?
Why do I always
Drag her down with me?
Why can't I just left her float?
Even if I drown
At least she'll be alright
Maybe I would be too
Maybe I'll learn to swim
Maybe I'll find the surface
Maybe I'll be un-harmed
Maybe I am okay
Or
I could give up...
Spare everyone pain
Maybe I'd be okay
Is it selfish?
To be afraid
To go down alone
Maybe it's okay
Maybe I'm supoosed to be.
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Literature
Please, No
Why?
You stopped asking
Does that mean you stopped caring?
Have you left?
Please don't leave
You can't leave me
I need you
Why don't you look anymore?
You used to
See through the smile
that didn't touch my eyes
You saw the tears
But...
Now you smile back
Are YOU okay?
Why won't you answer?
Did I mess up?
Like with everyone else.
Please no..
I can't lose you
Not you too...
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Literature
Picking Flowers
Looking Down
Through the flowers
Until she find
The perfect one
Colors bright
Leaves shining
Full of happiness
Hopeful
         Just like she was
Petals fall
"Loves me"
"Loves me not"

Gently hitting the ground
At her feet
Until one is left
"Loves me not"
The petal falls
         Just like that tear of hers
Another flower picked
Another empty stem
Another smile lost
Another one found
She keeps picking
The small stems
Hoping to find the perfect flower
Hopeless
         Just like always <3
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Silence of Night :iconraynroq:raynroq 0 4
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Dreams of Blood :iconraynroq:raynroq 0 4
Literature
No One
No one saw the darkness
in her eyes
No one heard the shake
creeping into her voice
No one saw the tears
falling in her heart
No one heard the screams
She kept inside herself
No one saw the girl
Who was slowly losing hope
No one realized
She was almost gone
Now..
No one sees the smiles
That are forever lost and
No one hears the laughs
because they chose to believe
Everyone believed...
The fake happiness she showed
Everyone believed...
Her perfect little mask
She convinced them it was real
and no one even realized
She was leaving
until she was gone...
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Literature
Go On
Happiness
filling the air
in the room
as you feel the
Love
that surrounds you
but all too soon
it ends and the
Sadness
Takes over
as you whisper goodbye
realizing how
Alone
you are
as you leave those behind
who have always kept you sane
Slipping
loosing the grip on reality
as all that once was ends
and all you have left are
Hugs
from those you may never
see again
and you are left
Silent
as the tears trace your cheeks
as we all walk to the doors
that lead into a new
Life
but in this one you must be
utterly alone
because everyone whom you cared for
~Left
it's all over
it's all gone
and you're forced to
Walk On
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MOST OF MAH STUFF IS POETRY BUT THERE ARE SOME PICS AND STUFF TOO :D I <3 comments btw...just sayin' ;)

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Does anyone else just have that one song?
The one song you know would get the
O.O... what?....... why? o.o
Reaction from every single one of your friends but you still love it with every fiber of your being.
I have found this song.
(I actually have about 50 thousand that would probably earn me this reaction from my rock loving friends but this is beside my point)
And now I'm sitting in my room jamming out like nobody's business.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT
I HAVE NO SHAME
NO MUSIC DISCRIMINATION FOR THIS GIRL

t(._.t)
~JAMMIN' FOREVER~
  • Listening to: BEAUTIFUL MUSIC OKAY
  • Reading: Summer Reading Books ;-;
  • Watching: Late- Night- Interwebs
  • Playing: More interwebs
  • Drinking: MOON MILK

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AlliDzi Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the Fav :D
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raynroq Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
no probs!!^-^
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tacsitimea Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012
Thank you soooooooooo much for the :+fav::hug::heart:
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raynroq Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You are soooo very welcome ^-^ <3
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amariscorvo Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I"m not sure if I have already, but thanks for the fave
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raynroq Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
No probsX) It's okai double the thanks can never hurt XD
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olivejohnnydepp Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2012
THANK YOU FOR THE CUPCAKE :3 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH xD
YAY FOR CUPCAKES :D
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raynroq Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:D NP!! I'm happy you aren't in danger of exploding on the inside anymore;) GO CUPCAKES!X)
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olivejohnnydepp Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2012
i never really was in danger if that..BUT WHATEVER I HAS CUPCAKE
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raynroq Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
XD SHHH!Have fun trying to eat that entire thing
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